A Morning by LOVE.

Some mornings are the best, when you wake up knowing the purpose of your life. Knowing what you have to do next and have the energy to do what you've planned out. Knowing that if you just KEEP SWIMMING, you'll get there eventually, that its the destination you've chosen for yourself and the path you're walking leads right to it. You get there one day, your friends, family and colleagues proud of you. Everyone looking up to you, what your next journey is going to be, whats your next destination, where you'll land next and what mystery you'll solved in the upcoming times.

But than YOU realize, you don't have any plans, you don't know what you're going to do next, all you planned for was this destination, this short journey that took you a long hard struggle, you start looking at people around, looking at you with eyes that you're their HERO, that you'll be the ONE in the fruit that ripens so well that everyone will benefit from it. You wanna escape that moment, because you realize, You sense in YOU that you are not what they expect you to be, you're not someone who could do all the things that they think you can do, You're just a kid who start just because your family pushed you to it, you're just a kid who wanted to prove to people that he could also do it, a kid who just wanted some attention. Now, i have that attention but i don't want it anymore, now i see that with attention comes many responsibilities and i'm not about responsibilities.

I'm a free bird, i want to fly solo sometimes, with no responsibilities, with no reasons, with no destination, with no purpose and i want to do things that might not be worth so much but brings me happiness. But i'm tied now, these looks imprison me, these expectation hold me back from everything..............

~~By Messedup Birdie 

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