The struggle inside my mind. The battle that only slows down but never ends. Both sides willing to stop the war but none of them knows on what conditions. Fighting for what i want while not knowing what i want. It's a mystery, I can't know what i want. I tell myself to calm the storm inside, it does calm down but to gather enough strength to come back with higher tides and faster winds.
Shattered, blown away and distracted in every way possible, Yet my mind looks for a reason, a legit reason that seems LOGICAL to the world around me and ME. But what do i want? What am i fighting for? What is that never lets me slip into a peaceful night? What is that makes my mornings not so good mornings for me? Do i know what i want? Maybe not. Why do i keep going on about it? I don't even know what i want.
I guess that's who i am, for now. I think the only way i can is to walk the road of waiting, let TIME guide me. Hmp!!! A free man, living in a free country but caged by his own thoughts.
~Messedup Birdie, A night after distress.
(No Proof Reads, Too much work)
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